Friday, March 09, 2007
Please.. Someone can call me a bastard.. Tell me that I am a fuker, a jerk, what ever horrible and gruesome creatures you can think of to scold me.. Why am I such a fuker.. Last time secondary school I was like this, then now come to Jc I'm still like this.. Why can't I learn my mistake??? Why must I commit the same thing again???
If I could turn back the time, how I wish nothing had happened at all.. We all just stay where we are and did not interfere each other's life at all.. I don't want to hurt anyone.. I don't want to have karma again.. I have gone through just to get rid of it.. And I think it will come back if I commit this mistake again.. But given the situation, I guess I have no choice but to accept karma.. Oh my god I know I sux.. Everyone please forgive me.. I really don't mean all these to happen one..
I just want to spent the rest of my jc life peacefully and study very very hard for my 3As.. I want to prove to others that I can do it.. I want to make my mother proud.. I want my friends to know that I make the bloody right choice of going to JC instead of poly..
Why? Last year I really hope to have a gf and no one came to me.. But now when I don't want, people come.. Not saying I bhb or what.. But ya.. Is it wrong to treat girls nice and be a real gentleman?? I really don't know what to say.. What I can say is I AM REALLY VERY VERY SORRY.. Please forgive me when you know this thing.. Please..
;rock YOU.
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