GUITAR.... BADMINTON... oh god, it's so busy for me.... I felt so guilty that I didn't go out with ls today because of guitar... I bet he's damn angry with me now.. But I really have no choice... I have too many commitments.. If I could say sorry to him, I would...

Read ws's blog, ya I agreed that I'm envious of the 2 girls too.. They are so fortunate.. haha.. Actually not only they 2, ws and jy are fortunate too.. Just don't be so fussy and demanding, you will find your partner is a great one.. Really, must treasure your love ones... What if one day they are gone? You sure will regret for the rest of your life... At first I thought jh's problem is settled, but it's not... Just hope that she can get over it quickly...

Valentine's coming, there shall will be people happy and some will be sad... For those who are in relationship, quick, go get prepared for the day to arrive.. Make this year valentine's a memorable one for you and your partner... As for those who are single, don't feel lonely, cause there are many people out there who are also single just like you.. If not, that day you can go play badminton with your friends like what me and jh had planned.. hahaha.. But still, I hope that I don't need to play badminton on that day... haha..

Yesterday wasn't really a good day to play badminton.. One sad news popped into my head just like that.. Why people will want to see a couple break up??? Why are they so heartless?? I feel very sad for my friends who broke up with their bfs or gfs.. It's such a waste.. That's why every now and then I keep asking them to treasure what they have now even though I got scolding everytime when I said that.. I don't want to see a couple beaks up.. But what's done cannot be undone.. Just hope that they could live well without each other and try to forget each other as fast as possible.. However this couple broke up is not because of they quarrel or what is because of some valid reasons and they have no choice but to do this.. So I really hope that my friends will really cherish their partners well.. Seriously, it's very hard for two people to get together..

Also I didn't go school today, because I am sick.. But I am still going for badminton later as I promised them I will come one.. So no matter how sick I will still go.. haha.. No choice man.. Finally got a chance to get such a good long sleep, replenshed my energy and I'm ready for everything.. lol..

Didn't go for chem make-up lesson today.. Stayed at home keep slacking, play guitar and do math homework.. Finally I know abit more about vectors.. Phew.. i predict, something's bad is going to happen around me.. Let's hope that my prediction will not come true.. These few days i got tired very easy.. I was so tired that I can even hear my mother trying to wake me up..
Mentally+Physically tired= No more energy left.. I am not being emo and I don't want to be..

Finally I feel there is some hope for my badminton team.. We got around 20 people in our team and many of them are very enthu in it.. They are willing to pay for the money on booking courts and furthermore, we could get a coach.. Joining competition for this year is another matter as I don't really care so much about competition.. What I care is that badminton in Yj could at least be recognised by the people and not just a reacreation sports.. Depend on ourselves is the best as those teachers are not that willing to help us.. I don't really care about the money because I really want to have a proper badminton training where there is a coach and good players.. I really miss those trainings at semb sec.. I should not have stop badminton for one year.. I don't care what other people say about badminton as long as I enjoy playing it..

On the other hand, I quitted my drum lessons.. Partly is because of my studies, I can't really catch up.. And also of badminton, I need to do my part as a badminton cap.. I need to prove to others that I could do it.. From now on, I shall commit to my study, badminton and guitar.. But just pray that badminton and guitar won't crash together... Please..

I am so disappointed..

Sometimes I wonder whether going back to myself is a good thing or not... but the good thing is i don't get emo as i don't really have any feelings... Or should i say i'm immune to it le.. Now i really starts to appreciate karma because it warns you whenever you are on the arrogant stage.. It will tell you that your retributions are coming back if you carry on doing this..

So now i am trying to amend all my mistakes so that i can forever say goodbye to karma.
"you deserved more than what you are getting now" this statement is so damn not true...

those who don't understand what i'm saying, don't worry, it's not about you.. And don't ask my what happened ok??? i am fine.. really.. But really very touch for all ur concern..

I know I am useless.. I know I can't do anything right.. Though there's lots of things I wish I could say it out loud, but I can't.. Even if I do so, those talkings and confessions would also be useless.. The disadvantage of being a clown is that no matter what situation, people will still think that you are happy and don't mind anything at all.. But no one really knows what's inside the clown's heart..

PA results released today.. What a shocking news man.. What I can say now for those who got promoted, please be thankful of what you are now and work hard for your A'lvl.. As for those who did not make it.. Don't worry so much.. This year work harder.. I believe all of you all will be promoted one..

Take care, sharon..

I AM STRESS!!!!

I am going to die le.. Just studied vectors but simple questions i was unable to answer it.. I am really very afraid.. Very hard to get help man.. Maybe I'm just not ready for J2 man.. Or maybe I'm not even suitable to be in Jc..

I'm so tired.. Seeing those math qns really worn me out.. I can't think properly now.. How I wish i could just sleep and forever don't wake up man.. Currently I feel like going for boxing so there's a punching bag for me to vent out all my frustrations..

@#$%@$%#%$#%$#^$$#%$#%

Today is officially the first day of school for those OGLs... Man, can say I started with a bad day.. I was late for school.. haha.. Lucky mother drove me to school, if not I would be damn late.. haha.. The orientation is over, I must say I really miss the whole thing alot.. Miss the people like OG12, C6, those J2 ogls.. This orientation made me feel like one big family in Yjc.. The first time I feel some warmth in Yj.. Truly impressed by those councillors who came up with such a good orientation.. I believed everyone had enjoyed themselves.. haha..

But no more playing le.. Have to start studying very very hard and get good results for my As... Got alot of homeworks undone and tomorrow I still have a chemistry test!!! I am dead.. lol.. I realised I am involved in alot of things.. So i decided to give up some.. Which is the drum lesson.. My mother had been grumbling for the expensive school fees and I need to focus more on my study.. So I have no choice but to quit.. BUT, I will not stop learning drums on my own..

I know I have not been a good badminton captain.. But, the problem not only lies on me.. Is the school which don't give me any opportunity.. Never mind, forget it, the school already thinks that badx is a recreation sports.. So no point fighting for it man.. Now I just hope that I can perform guitar well for the SYF.. And also wishes everything goes well for me.. In terms of study, ahem, etc.. haha.. Take care everyone.. lol..

The four of us.. So nice rite??? haha..

See??? The power of ogl!!! Must tuck in shirt until like this.. haha...

YOU ARE SO NEAR YET YOU SEEM SO FAR

Lee Zhuwen

Yishun Junior College

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drums and jamming are my new loves.

not forgetting soccer n badminton..

love my drumset too..

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