So sad, Jude is being bulied by these two taitais.. haha.. After eating, we went to play pool.. haha.. Must say I have improve in pool.. lol.. But that's not the point, the point is... Me and Jude kept fighting over something.. lol.. But I don't wan to say it here.. So embarassing.. haha..

Had a great day... :)

Finally, I went for guitar.. haha.. Felt so guilty for skipping 2 sessions.. However, today the instructor did not come.. lol.. But it's ok, at least we self-practice and those harder parts we were able to play it already.. haha..

Went to meet mx after guitar.. Man, I waited her for more than half an hour.. haha.. sitting down there at the control station like don't know what man.. haha.. We went to woodlands instead of town..

First, we took bus 912 to the coffeeshop which sells chocolate prata...BUT, it was sold out!!!! Sad Sad Sad!!! :( Never mind, we ended up just eat some normal food and took the bus again back to woodlands library.. I must say, we did study for the first half an hour.. But after that, erm... haha.. Mx took a bio book and start to look out for those things like kidney failure, breast cancer.. haha.. She is so scare man.. As for me, music books of course.. haha.. I read finish the whole book of guitar.. I found out news ways to improvise my compose song.. haha..

Ok, we were restless and hungry after reading those books.. So we went to causeway point to eat.. But it was raining man.. So we had to run across the traffic.. While running, mx, don't know how she did it, she drop her slipper in the middle of the road.. omg!! haha.. Ended up running with the slippers on her hand.. So many people were looking la.. With her around, you are bound to be embarassed.. hahaha.. Then we decided to watch movie.. Casino royale.. Wah damn long man the movie.. It was not a bad show afterall.. haha.. After all this, it was already 9++.. So late.. Luckily, I stayed in sembawang.. haha.. Not I don't want to send mx home hor, is she herself say no need one.. so guys don't say me not gentleman.. haha..
This pile of notes showed that we did study!! haha.. (abit)
While waiting for the movie, we decided to take a photoshot of "husband & wife" haha..
Then, we started to "kiss" (not real one la!!!) haha.. very lovely right?? lol..
Lastly, the "kiss of the year" haha.. Look real like?? Imagine we are playing this at the food court.. haha..

Yesterday was a whole day of music for me.. haha.. First, I went to yj for band practice.. haha.. Oh my god, it is damn difficult to work with so many people.. And I really had a very very hard time following the conducter.. It's my first time afterall, so still not that bad.. haha.. Ws said that the conductor thinks I was like playing rock band.. Well, that's what I like to do so.. haha.. Although it was hard and embarassing, don't worry guys, I will still help you all for the band christmas concert.. haha.. I will try my best to learn all these..

After band practice, went for my drum lesson, nothing much to talk about it.. haha.. But, after that, I went to kg's hse and played the electric guitar!! haha..

This is the picture I took with kg's electric guitar.. Oh man it is sooooo cool.. I wish I had one too.. haha.. Oh ya, speaking of that, today got one guy called wesley asked me to join his band.. lol.. So exciting, I can't wait for his reply.. haha..

After all these music, kg and me went to play basketball.. haha.. We had three competitions.. First, is the "ABC" shootout.. I didn't realise my shooting was so accurate.. lol.. Oh ya, loser had to treat the winner Teh-ice.. haha.. Second match is two-pointer shootout.. I won again.. hahaha.. Lastly was one-on-one battle.. I must say luck was on my side yesterday.. Even my back facing the pole I still could shoot in.. haha.. I won all the match.. And kg had to treat me teh-ice.. haha.. He was damn evil man, snatch away my chocolate prata.. Wau lao.. I miss that prata.. haha.. Suddenly I'm in love with chocolates.. lol.. Maybe something sweet is going to happen on me?? lol..

There is one thing I must admit.. I must admit that I am old le.. Very sad man.. After playing sports for the whole day yesterday, my whole body starts to ache the moment I woke up.. Wau lao, really very very disappointed and scare.. How come I suddenly become so weak?? Oh my god, really have to reflect man..

Anyway, stayed at home for the whole day cause my body was breaking.. haha.. However, staying at home wasn't that bad at all.. At least I can have some peace to think and allow my body to take a break.. I have been thinking what I really want.. Yesterday I told my friends that I feel like going to poly.. But after hearing what they said, I dropped that idea.. They told me that studying in poly isn't that great too.. But now I know, I know what I want.. I want to go into university and study medicial.. I want to earn big bucks and support my parents.. While at home, I saw all the wonderful things they bought for me, like the drumset, study table, etc, etc.. haha.. They dote me alot, so I must really earn alot to pay them back.. My target salary: at least 10k a mth..

Besides studying, I also hope to be a musician.. If, in the future I have enough money, I will open a music school.. I hope to teach those kids who have talent in music but have no money to pay for the fees.. I truly understand how it feels when you are not able to learn what you like..

Also, I did some reflections of myself.. jy is right, I am really too nice.. (so bhb but true ok..) So people like to bully me.. Not that I am coward or what.. As they all are my friends, I don't mind them to bully me.. I just want them to be happy.. But, now I know, I should not treat everyone that good.. I should only treat those who are true to me good.. yup..

Ok, one last thing.. I understand love is one hard thing to comprehend.. Actually it is not if you don't demand too much from it.. What I can say is that don't expect too much.. Love, is not about how much effort you have put in, is about how both parties feel towards each other.. It is pointless having one side love.. So, I still believe there is true love in this world and I am sure now ws will agree with me.. I know, one day I will have a girl who truly loves me and willing to accompany me for the entire life.. It all depends on fate and affinity.. No matter how long it takes, I will wait for it..:)

Today is really very very tiring day!! haha.. But it was damn right fun!!! First, went to yio chu kang to play badminton with zhiwei!! haha.. She hor, made me travel here and there man.. lol.. After booking court she wanted to go to northpoint to eat.. Then when we reached there, she saw AJ people, so she don't want to eat at there le.. Instead, we bought some fruits and went all the way back to yio chu kang and eat.. haha.. While playing, I must say I really getting lousier at badminton.. haha.. almost lost to her man.. Luckily, overall, I still won.. hahaha.. Really had fun playing with her.. Let's go play again.. But right now, she has to study for her upcoming exam.. Zw, if you are reading this, you better go study now!! Don't retain hor!!! haha..

After that, went all the way to woodlands to play basketball.. Until now then I realised that basketball is so tiring!! haha.. But it was quite fun.. haha.. I must say Ls really look like monkey because he kept running about non-stop.. haha..

Too bad, we only played for like 1hour.. Cos it started to rain.. haha.. Then we went to a coffeeshop to eat.. We are such a big eater man.. I ate one plate of fried rice and two chocolate prata.. And I was still hungry.. haha.. The chocolate prata was damn nice.. haha.. Can't imagine coffeeshop has such nice food.. haha..

Lastly, we went to kg's hse to watch project superstar.. Actually I went there to play his electric guitar.. Wah damn cool and fun man.. How I wish I had one too.. haha.. Never mind, Hey guys, Remeber my birthday present is... haha... Today really was a sporty day for me.. Fun, Fun and fun.. hahaha..

I dunno wat to say to u except sorry.. i didn;t mean to say all tat but tat's how i really feel.. yup..

I have just learnt a new word from mx n ws.. So now I am going to use it.. Ytd was HELLUVA fun!! haha.. Went to sentosa for job interview.. This is the first time that I was being interviewed this way.. haha.. Kind of scary.. lol.. We wasted $3 just to go there for interview and which may not even hire us!! WTH.. haha.. After the interview, it was already so late.. And our queen was sick, so forget about going anywhere bah.. haha.. But, before going home, we went to the market to eat again.. actually is not we, should say me.. I was the only one eating while mx was stoning n ws was sleeping.. Seeing mx so bored, accompany her to take picture.. Surprising, I was not camera shy.. haha.. Still make gui lian.. lol.. After this, mx meet her friends, leaving me n ws to go home..
Since my laopo and her boyfriend post these photos, I shall post it too.. This was the last day of school.. haha.. Really nothing to do man.. Oh ya, MX, my hair is curly but not that curly ok.. It is still nice.. haha.. Now we are having holiday which means the chances of meeting up with each other is getting lesser.. Ws having working almost like everyday, Jy having so many councilor stuffs and all, Sharon can't go out, Mx going out with her bhb gangs.. As for me, I'm also going out with secondary school friends.. I owed them alot during my school periods.. haha.. Now is the time for me to pay them back.. lol..

Oh ya, they have been talking about the 2 Cs.. lol.. Actually to me, I had no feelings at all.. Cause I have much more important things to take note of... Just forget it bah.. Hey guys, just forget about it, if not all of your faces are going to have wrinkles.. hahaha..

Yes!!! Finally I know how to upload picture!! haha.. Now my blog is going to have full of picture!!! Yay!! haha.. This is the first photo of myself.. haha.. With the new hairstyle which cause me more than half an hour to do it.. That's the best I could as my friends should know why.. haha.. okok.. Next time I will post more picture of me and my clique!! haha..

Went to bishan with mx, phy and dylon.. The purpose of going there is to have lunch with phyllis as she is going to cambodia tml morning.. haha.. At first I was very blur, cause i thought we are going to airport to send her off.. Then i spent almost like more than half an hour styling my hair man, because of something.. haha.. They should know.. lol.. Then in the end nothing.. haha..

We ate at pastamania.. Thanks to phy's cousin, he treated us all those things.. So nice man.. And very full too.. Especially the ice lemon tea, seems like forever can't finish.. haha.. At there eat and talk and slack.. haha.. phy is going off le.. Sure miss her alot.. Including germ n gisela.. haha.. hope you all enjoy yourselves teaching those people and take extra care ok?? See you all soon.. haha.. And dylon, ur hand better don't itchy itchy hor.. haha.. lol.. Take care too..

After sending the two to mrt, mx and I carrying walking at J8.. haha.. See her face I feel like laughing man.. The face that wants to buy those clothes but don't have any money.. haha.. Really damn funny.. haha.. I kept teasing her with my fren kg.. haha.. I think I can be a good promoter man.. I'm just so good at promoting people.. lol.. Although she had no money, in the end she still bought a watch, which I paid for her.. lol.. Hope she enjoy the day as i enjoy it too.. haha..

Oh ya, my yh's friend said I am cute.. lol.. It's been long somebody said this to me.. Can say she make my day?? haha..

Finally this thing is over, but am I happy?? I don't know.. Who cares man.. lol..

Today's way of attending school is special.. Instead of going to classrooms and study, Mx, Ws and I went to causeway point.. lol.. Actually just want to go there and slack, but Ws ended up buying things.. lol.. It's so boring that we have to keep walking around causeway to wait for the time to pass.. haha..

When we reached school again, went to councillor room to slack and waited for OGL's meeting.. haha.. Life in school like this, is really damn damn boring... lol.. GY asked me to join band as percussionist.. Should I??? I don't know, but there's is drumset for me to play.. haha.. Let's see how man.. lol..

I am very very tired.. I'm afraid that I may broke down.. Please stop torturing me... I can't stand it anymore..

Skip school again today.. But this time round I have a valid reason.. Is because, I am sick.. haha.. However, I'm not the only one who skipped school.. Canice and JY also.. haha..

Am I really sick? Or I just want to avoid the problems? I read all my friends blogs.. I don't why, I am feeling very very vexed.. Had the sudden urge to cry.. But I can't.. And in the end I didn't.. I have to be strong, just like JY.. Somemore I'm the only guy...

Yixian told me all my sec sch friends really cares about me.. Yes i believe her.. And I am really very touch.. Thanks guys.. Although I may not be the Cheerful Zhuwen anymore, But i am still me.. Don't worry.. haha.. Really thanks alot..

I have tried my best, if that's the way you want, then I'm fine with it too..

I got promoted, but i am not happy at all.. I guess all my friends feel the same too.. Who will be happy at this point of time.. The feeling of separation is just sucks!!! No point bloggin while feeling so moody.. Hope tomorrow will be a better day:)

Had been staying at home for the past two days.. It's so boring man.. Guys, where is all your handphones??? Call me!!!.. haha.. Actually staying at home is not that bad too.. At least I caould calm myself down and think properly.. Think what I really want.. In study, work, interest, and.....

Now then realise that actually there alot quite a number of people viewed my blog before and I don't even know.. haha.. Some of them are Ashika, pearlene, and hwee boon? haha.. Guys can you all just tag me when you all viewed my blog?? haha.. I want to know who has been viewing my blog.. lol.. Yesterday Yi xian suddenly message me at around 1am.. She said "Zhu, just to let you know, you still have wo zhe ge peng you...." Wah I was shocked and touched to receive that from her.. Ok, Yi xian, next time I will post about you.. Oh, I really miss that bunch of people.. lol.. Hope to see them soon.. hahaha...

Maybe my decision is right? or maybe it is wrong??

Skip school today.. Had been doing this for 2 days.. haha.. Heard from jy that uncle puah is very disappointed.. Feel so guilty man.. But I really don't want to go to school.. It's so boring.. haha.. But I do enjoy staying at home.. haha.. So relaxing.. Oh ya, I have one good news and one bad news... Good news is that i got a new samsung mp3.. Very very nice.. haha.. Bad news is I may have to quit drum lesson.. Haiz..

Ok, let's just forget all these things first.. lol.. went out with mx, jy and canice today.. haha.. I didn't know going out with girls can be quite fun too.. Accompany them to shop and they got me to buy one sunglass too.. haha.. Although keep walking walking and walking is very tiring, I still enjoy it.. haha.. It's much more better than being alone.. lol..

Oh ya, mx, don't worry, what i wrote on my blog I will keep my promise one.. haha.. Don't worry.. you also must tell me your problems hor.. haha..

Thank you so much...

Now back to the topic Friends.. Don't worry, this time round is positive one.. Although I have lost 3 good friends in my lifes, I'm still thankful that I'm still on good terms with some of my friends and found new friends.. They are...

Hwee Boon
She is one crazy, fun and cheerful girl.. Got to know her when I was sec 3 as she was transferred to my class.. At first we don't really talk, but don't know why, maybe because both of us are lame therefore we became so good.. haha.. We started to lame, do stupid things, play stupid games which have to do forfeits.. haha.. Embarassing but fun though.. I am very grateful to have her as my classmates, as she will keep hearing me "lecture" during exam period.. As that's how I study.. Teaching people helps me to learn too.. haha.. When I was down, she is always the one there for me.. I still remembered got one time I was very very sad over something.. Then she, together with Vanessa wrote a letter which is folded in a very unique way.. They wrote some encouraging words for me and said they prefer the cheerful and happy-go-lucky zhuwen.. Is her who make me stay so cheerful all these years.. So during my secondary school life, I don't really have much problems.. It's really free from worry for me man.. But now she's at SP, and I'm in YJ.. The chances of meeting up with each other is very less.. However, we still able to remain contact and this sunday we are going out!!! Can't wait to see this girl.. I know she will miss me too.. haha.. I know.. Everytime she asks me whether I miss her or not, I don't want to tell her as i feel very awkward.. But now I want to say "Lao ma, I miss you!!!" haha..

Long Seng
This guy is another one who I have know for 5 years.. He has a unique character.. Because of him, i start to develop passion in soccer.. He is sort of my motivation to improve in soccer..
I feel comfortable talking to him about relationship stuffs.. And he is always full of ideas.. Although he likes to make use of people, overall, he is still a good guy.. Quite handsome too.. Again, he is also in SP.. But that doesn't mean we cannot contact.. He is still my good friends even though we tend to quarrel.. haha..

Keng Guan
At first during sec 1&2, I don't really like him due to some reasons.. But after that, we became good friends.. haha.. Our group like to make fun of him and always call him names like "bapok", "nu ren".. haha.. He's becoming more and more handsome.. Can't imagine he had that UNCLE look before.. haha.. Last time he really look like uncle.. But now, he's a handsome and even got girls wooing him.. haha.. Cool man.. lol.. Since he got in NP, he's becoming more and more vain.. However, he is still as lame as ever.. haha.. Trying to crack a joke but everytime just fail to make us laugh.. haha.. Hope to see him soon..

Those friends I had mention are all from my Secondary school one.. When I came to YJC.. I thought I won't be able to find any best friends.. In the end, i manage to found a few.. although that's not alot.. But I am very contented.. Is them who get me out of loneliness.. Is them who give me the reasons to go to school.. They are...

Germaine
She is one who likes to be strong in front of others.. She never wants to share her sorrows to others as she's afraid that she might add burden to us.. I still remembered when was the time I first talked to her.. That's during our first chinese lecture.. The audi was very cold and she sat beside me.. She was shivering as she didn't bring jacket.. Then I see her shiver until like this, I offer my jacket to her.. But she don't want.. haha.. This girl, really very clumsy, get injured easily.. One serious incident is her arm.. Let's just not say what happen.. Because of this, we are abit apart.. Nonetheless, she is still my friend.. I still care her as much as ever.. Really hope one day she will tell me all her sorrows.. She seems troubled all these while.. But i don't dare to ask her.. Cos she sure won't tell me one.. So germ, if you see this, i really really hope that you will tell me what happen ok??

Yih lin
This girl, can say is my da jie bah.. haha.. She really dotes me alot.. haha.. In fact, she treats everyone also very good.. My first impression to her is that wah Ah lian.. haha.. But after got to know her, realised that she is not that ah lian after all.. We really were very happy during the first three month period.. Had lots of fun, really enjoyed talking to her.. Unfortunately, she could not get into YJ.. If not we would still be classmates.. haha.. Never mind, she is also doing fine in NYP... Very very long time never contact her or see her le.. Hope to see her soon man.. I miss her alot too..

Phyllis
Ah this girl, she is one crazy woman.. This moment she is smiling to you and the next moment she can frown to you.. haha.. I still remembered that we talked on phone for hours.. Those periods were really memorable man.. We shared each other's burdens.. Tried to encourgae each other.. Until now, we still do so at times.. Although we don't really contact each other, but I still treat her as my best friend.. She is the one who will stand by my side one.. I know it.. And i will always stand by her side too.. No matter what happen, She will always be my friend.. Really very happy for her that she had found the friends she wants.. Just forget about those unhappy moments and stay cheerful ok?? Let's go to airport again.. Next time, I won't grumble that much I swear.. haha..

And now, to my current cliques.. Althought our group is small, I feel it very heart warming.. Really glad to have this small family.. They are..

Canice
This girl.. Haiz.. Keep making me disappointed with her.. Maybe she really is not that matured enough.. She just don't have that kind of thinking mindset as others.. However, she is still loved.. haha.. I don't understand why everytime she wants to make a fool out of herself.. But I know she won't have any evil intentions at all.. haha.. Stop saying I pai chi you.. I did not at all ok?? haha.. She is also one who you can share your worries.. Although sometimes she might be talking nonsense, sometimes what she said is meaningful too.. haha.. Take care girl, don't think so much la.. haha..

Jin yu
Oh President.. *salute.. haha.. This "auntie" really very very naggy one.. haha.. She can nag, nag and nag until you do the thing man.. In our group, she is like our mother who is always so strong and face all those obstacles.. haha.. She very good at encouraging people.. Also, she is quite pretty too.. Too bad she is attached.. Sorry to guys out there.. haha.. "mummy" stay strong ok??haha..

Mei xing
Hey this girl is my "lao po".. haha.. She is ONE CRAZY GIRL.. Her laughter, 100m away also can hear man.. She likes to do stupid things but lucky she is pretty, so whatever she does also don't look ugly.. lol.. Everytime ask me don't be emo one.. I already don't emo that much le la.. haha.. Don't worry, I still keep my promise.. If I am troubled over something, I will definitely tell you ok?? You also, got problems must tell me also hor.. If not i divorce with you then you know.. haha.. Stay cheerful and crazy!!!

Sharon
This girl, knows nothing but only knows how to bully me.. haha.. Everytime in school, keep making fun of her and she will always beat me.. haha.. I think this year has been tough for her bah.. What happened, I don't want to say.. At least now it's over.. haha.. Luckily, she is strong.. Able to face all these things.. haha.. One bad thing about her is that she always can't go out with us:( haha.. That's too bad for her man as she miss out so many funs.. haha.. sharon don't jealous.. haha..

Wei Sheng
Hey hey.. To be frank, I don't really like this guy when i first saw him.. However, after get to know him during the OBS camp.. Find that he is not a bad dude afterall.. haha.. Although he may be a little bitchy, but he really cares alot for his friends.. haha.. He is also one very strong in mentally guy.. haha.. really quite impressed by him.. haha.. Very smart too.. Really helped our whole group alot in study.. haha.. Not excluding fashion.. lol..

Ok.. That's all the people I can think of right now.. I know it's like abit emo.. But, aiya, just write bah.. haha.. Hope you guys don't mind..

I don't know why, suddenly feel like blogging this.. lol.. Maybe it's emo time.. hahaha.. Suddenly, the sentence "Friends come and go" struck into my mind again.. Yea, I agreed.. All these years, I had many best friends that came into my life, but just leave me after that..

Darick

He is my first best friend ever in my life.. I got to know during my primary school life in SPS.. I still remembered the first time we got to know each other and that was in pri5.. Before knowing him, my life was so boring that everyday after school, I didn't interact with my classmates or what and i just went straight home.. But, after getting to know him, my life had been a little more interesting.. we hang out together after school.. Did all sorts of childish things like going to friend's hse and play WWE.. lol.. Soon, our friendship is stronger and it's like we could not be separated.. Almost everyday, we were together, even during the weekends.. We stayed at each other's house even though both of us stay quite near to each other.. haha.. I got to know all his family members and he got to know mine too.. And from time to time, we went out with each other family too.. (DON'T WORRY, WE ARE NOT GAY!! HAHA) I remembered one incident that really touched me.. That day, i don't know why and how i fainted and was sent to hospital.. I could sense that he was very worried about me and when he came to visit me, he cried.. That really touched me as this shows how much he valued our friendship.. However, moving on to secondary school life, both went to different sec school.. Because of this, we were further apart.. Worst of it, he had turned bad as in he became like a typical 'ah beng'.. Knewing that he had changed, I doubt we could be that close anymore.. And, that's the end of our 4 years friendship...

Ashika

When i got into sec school, I knew no one except for my ex.. But after some time, I also don't know how to got to know this girl called Ashika.. She was my best friend in sec school!! She was one talkative girl, who always stays cheerful and make your day.. I really had fun being with her and making fun of her.. those days that we studied together, went out together.. And because of her, I went to church as she introduced me her church.. Through this church, i got to know alot of people including her parents.. Her parents and slibings are really very kind and fun people.. Really enjoyed the day spent with them.. However, this friendship only lasted for 2 years.. At secondary 3, maybe she started to be more demanding or what.. She started to know other guys and neglected me as her best friend.. And just like this, we were seperated.. Now, she is in S'pore poly but i don't really contact her at all.. I just want to say that i really miss the days with her.. Hope we can meet up again..

All these years, these 3 friends had really made a impact on my life.. I am really grateful to have them as my best friends before.. Fortunately, not all of my best friends were like this, I shall continued this next time.. I'm tired le.. haha.. ok I know this is a lame post, please pardon me.. hahaha...

Finally!! PW is ofically over.. hahaha.. Can be more relaxing le.. hehe..

Had oral presentation today.. Omg, one word can describe it.. SCARY!!! haha.. my legs were shivering like hell man.. But in the end, i still managed to complete my presentation.. haha.. But when it came to AQ section.. Oh i am dead.. The teacher asked me 3 questions!! shit shit shit.. Dead for sure.. haha.. Ahh forget it.. It's over.. lol.. Ok, I'm going to sleep.. bye bye.. hehe..

I lose the battle.. please let me go..

Went to town today to sort of celebrate lz birthday.. haha.. First, we went to kpool to play pool.. lol.. I was so so so lousy man.. The three of them are much more pro than me.. haha.. Of course la, they like almost everytime play... haha.. Then i bought a revolution t-shirt for onli like 17+.. 50% discount man.. haha.. Bought one t-shirt for lz as his present too.. haha.. Feel so guilty, as all these 5 years didn't really celebrate his birthday.. haha.. After shopping, we went to Fish & Co.. Seafood Platter!! OMG, that's sooooo nice.. i simply love it man.. haha.. But it was very expensive man.. $92+ man.. haha.. But it's worth it man..

Can say i had fun today.. just simply love to have this kind of lifestyle.. going out wif them can really help me forget about all my worries.. i can really be the happy-go-lucky guy.. i don't know why, maybe just don't like showing to them my mood?? haha..

oh ya, "laopo" don't so sad la.. Don't worry so much.. Everything will be fine one ok?? Remember, you still have me this "lao gong" haha...

I can't breathe anymore.. Please ans me can.. i am afraid that i will burst it out soon.. very, very soon..

Can somebody tell me what is the definiation of friends? Or should i say True Friends?? Can somebody tell me that i am right to be such a loser where being bullied by almost everyone?? Can somebody say " yes zhuwen, you did it! you let others laugh because of ur foolishness.."

Ok.. The somebody won't exists and i don't want him/her to exists too.. I don't understand why.. Is it my fault or what?? Or am i that not trustworthy?? Maybe, maybe it's better for me not to know that much.. but can't i just care as a friend??

Yes, i admit that i am petty and i am giving people some sort of attitude.. but i just had enough.. i cannot stand it anymore.. you guys may think that i'm just childish cos i angry over such a small matter.. but that's not true.. cos what you all see is just the surface.. maybe i'm just coward, don't dare to reteliate.. so i just have to allow others step onto me and pushes my limits..

ok.. Enough of saying this.. No point troubled over all these things man.. let's just forget it..

hey i had enough!!! enough of all these nonsense.. i don't get angry easily doesn't mean i don't have temper.. please don't force me to flare what.. when i do so, whatever nasty things may also come out from me.. i may get back to the one in the past.. so if you want to see, then dare me ok.. stop giving ur fucking attitude.. i regretted helping you so much man.. now you think others will scold you except for me.. so now whatever anger you have, you just vent on me jus becos i don't scold people.. if you want me to be like them, i can.. i can be even far worse than them.. just try man.. everytime ask me to be middleman.. then while coming with a solution, you jus not happy.. if you don't want you shld just say where you want to go.. and hello we are not being selfish.. we have 4 ppl here stay in the north.. then is you the only one stay so far from us.. it is already very good that we asked you where you wanna go le.. then you urself ask us to decide.. can you just use ur pea brain and tink.. we stay in the north, of cos we will choose somewhere near us rite.. you don't even bother to take the initiative to reply me.. so what you expect us to do?? keep giving me attutide is fun rite?? ok, we shall see man.. just make sure you don't go over ur limits.. and if i get back to my past, you will be fucking dead!!! trust me..

Finally, Chinese A'level is OVER!!!! haha.. Actually don't really feel happy or what... I guess everyone feels the same too.. Cos it's like nobody cares about chinese??? haha.. Like what Mx said, this is the first national exam I was so relaxed man.. haha..
I was so blur man today.. Today supposed to have OP rehearsal, then i forgot to bring my cue cards!! Luckily, my mama is at home.. phew, if not i have to rush home man.. Btw, we had Spensor as our tutor then he said overall our group did well.. Especially sharon n canice.. As for me, he said i am abit monotone man.. sad... haha.. How to vary my tone?? haha.. Guess i have to train very hard..
Had my drum lesson today.. At first I don't feel like going but when i reach there, started to play the drums, I realised I didn't regret going for drum lesson!! haha.. I'm just so in love with drums.. haha.. it's been long since i touched the drums.. i going practice it tml.. yes..

I am vexed, confused n sad.. but dun worry, not tinking much..

Actually today I don't plan to go to school one.. But SHARON messaged me asked me to come for OP.. so have no choice but to go:( So tired la.. haha.. Then stupid canice use sharon's hp and scolded me.. haha.. She damn evil man.. lol..
Oh ya, today is first NOV.. haiz... all schools are having break now?? NO way, except for one.. YJC!! Omg.. So sad can.. haha.. Man don't know what to blog man.. Everyday going to school is just so boring and have nothing to blog.. haha..

YOU ARE SO NEAR YET YOU SEEM SO FAR

Lee Zhuwen

Yishun Junior College

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drums and jamming are my new loves.

not forgetting soccer n badminton..

love my drumset too..

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