Saturday, March 17, 2007
I have made a very important decision.. I don't whether it's right or not.. I'm afraid of everything.. Afraid of can't being committed.. Afraid of failure.. Afraid of what others say.. Nothing but just a big fat word AFRAID... I don't know what's wrong with me.. And I also don't know how this feeling came back.. Since it came back, let's just hope it will stay and stop making me indecisive.. Then, what if, the situation is not what I expected?? Won't that mean I'm dead?? Omg, I don't dare to make any move.. It's like stepping on a mine ground.. One wrong move will burst your body apart..
I'm very impress with mx, jy and ws.. Next week is the block test and they are still able to go out and enjoy themselves.. Unlike me, only know how to stay at home trying to study where in the end nothing is accomplished.. I don't know why, just can't get the facts into my pea brain.. Maybe Jc is just too hard for me.. Yea right man, last year I said this to myself.. Then in the end I still get promoted.. So, I believe I can do it one.. Still got 2 more days to study man.. JIA YOU EVERYONE!!! Anyway, it's only block test.. Our main focus should be the A'level.. Ya... Next year when the results release, I want to go up stage and get my results.. 3As...
;rock YOU.
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