Thursday, November 23, 2006
There is one thing I must admit.. I must admit that I am old le.. Very sad man.. After playing sports for the whole day yesterday, my whole body starts to ache the moment I woke up.. Wau lao, really very very disappointed and scare.. How come I suddenly become so weak?? Oh my god, really have to reflect man..
Anyway, stayed at home for the whole day cause my body was breaking.. haha.. However, staying at home wasn't that bad at all.. At least I can have some peace to think and allow my body to take a break.. I have been thinking what I really want.. Yesterday I told my friends that I feel like going to poly.. But after hearing what they said, I dropped that idea.. They told me that studying in poly isn't that great too.. But now I know, I know what I want.. I want to go into university and study medicial.. I want to earn big bucks and support my parents.. While at home, I saw all the wonderful things they bought for me, like the drumset, study table, etc, etc.. haha.. They dote me alot, so I must really earn alot to pay them back.. My target salary: at least 10k a mth..
Besides studying, I also hope to be a musician.. If, in the future I have enough money, I will open a music school.. I hope to teach those kids who have talent in music but have no money to pay for the fees.. I truly understand how it feels when you are not able to learn what you like..
Also, I did some reflections of myself.. jy is right, I am really too nice.. (so bhb but true ok..) So people like to bully me.. Not that I am coward or what.. As they all are my friends, I don't mind them to bully me.. I just want them to be happy.. But, now I know, I should not treat everyone that good.. I should only treat those who are true to me good.. yup..
Ok, one last thing.. I understand love is one hard thing to comprehend.. Actually it is not if you don't demand too much from it.. What I can say is that don't expect too much.. Love, is not about how much effort you have put in, is about how both parties feel towards each other.. It is pointless having one side love.. So, I still believe there is true love in this world and I am sure now ws will agree with me.. I know, one day I will have a girl who truly loves me and willing to accompany me for the entire life.. It all depends on fate and affinity.. No matter how long it takes, I will wait for it..:)
;rock YOU.
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