Tuesday, October 10, 2006
see the time now? i now crazy, i am so damn fed up now.. actually i could study n revise for my promos one.. but jus becos the ******* wr, i didn't get to study at all.. seriously waste my time man.. wat the ****.. if i failed my promos jus becos of this ******* pw.. i gonna kill someone.. they are jus a bunch of selfish kids man.. think tat the others will help them correct their mistakes.. **** off.. i promised myself not to scold vulgar, therefore i use tis * to substitute.. lol.. damn pissed off la.. i really wanna study, but look at the time now, if i still dun get some slp, tml i will be dead.. i dun feel like going to sch.. but i hav no choice.. i scare later cannot take promos.. wat a ******* shit thing man.. i hate them.. they sux.. shit them la.. **** u.. ah, watever.. as if they will noe..
i am full of jealousy.. haha.. full of suspicious.. n full of emotions.. but i can surpressed it all.. cos the moment i look at u, all those things gone even though i noe it still exist.. when i fall, will u be the one who catch mi? n when u fall, can i be the one to hold u?? i noe nth can change the fact, but i jus dun like the reality, it's so cruel.. so y not jus pretend i dun mind at all.. at least i will feel better n u too.. everyday, i am thinking wat i shld do.. so as to make sure u are not sad whenever i am around.. but guess i am not the one who could do tat.. tot of givin up? yes tat was in the past... but it's even more painful to giv up, so rather not.. however persist isn't good either.. but i would prefer that, cos at least u won't feel bad n i won't suffer tat much too.. i believe, one day, i can find a place in ur heart.. doesn't matter whether is it a small, isolated corner.. as long as i could fit into ur heart, i dun mind at all..
;rock YOU.
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