Thursday, October 12, 2006
i find tat my life getting more n more sux.. wat the fuk am i doing in JC.. i shld hav go poly instead.. den all these worries wouldn't hav appear.. i would not hav pon sch n being scold by my teacher.. den i wouldn't go to see the doctor n hear the fuking bad news.. which is my lungs are weak.. full of phlegm.. wat the fuk.. no wonder ytd i went jogging my chest hurts so much.. is becos my lungs are spoiled.. yay great.. den now i hav to do the fuking pw n I&R.. can all these things fuk off.. it's so irritating.. i needa study.. i dun wanna get retained.. it's so fuking waste to stay for another year in tis fuking jc.. fine, i will do everything whoever ask mi.. who call mi dunno how to reject ppl.. dunno how to back up for myself..jus to see myself getting bullied by everyone.. ya i am "mr nice" guy.. but is it worth to be one.. in the end ppl still tink i am jus a fuking flirt, hooligan.. watever la.. who cares.. if i really retained, i gonna isolate myself from everyone.. so tat i can onli concentrate on my studies.. n dun hav to care other ppl's buisiness.. that's so great man.. wat the use of keep trying to help everyone where mi can't even help myself.. wat the use of being nice where not all will be nice to u.. from now on, i gonna try to heck care things n learn to reject ppl.. no more "mr nice" zhuwen ok.. it's useless, no use being nice, cos nobody will recongise it..
;rock YOU.
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