Friday, October 13, 2006
firstly, i would like to apologise to those who read my post ytd.. really so sry for being so rude.. ya.. jus need to vent out some of my anger.. ok.. monday is promos already... n guess wat?? i am still lacking of time to finish all those chapters man.. wat the hell.. going to sch is jus waste of time.. spending time toking.. doing pw.. wat the hell man.. lol.. y, when the exams are coming, everyone starts to show their true self.. maybe due to stress? no way man, tat jus a lame excuse lor.. y the reality is so cruel.. y mus i get to noe all this man.. can't i jus stay in my wonderland n be very comfortable at there.. but at the same time, it's very lucky to hav ppl around mi, telling mi to face the reality n stop being so innocent.. ya, i really shld stop being so naive.. once again, i disappointed myself.. jus can't reject ppl.. whenever they ask mi to do, i will jus say "ok".. is like in my dictionary, there is no rejection.. i duno the meaning of reject.. haha.. yea mx, i shld really stop trying to be so nice.. cos no point man.. they dun see it, they dun feel it, nor they sense it.. they jus tink tat it's a MUST to be nice to them.. maybe ws is rite, maybe i feel it tat way tat's y i am so sad.. maybe tink in such a way can make mi feel better? ya jus let mi be the bad guy.. like tdy in the library, the 3 "girls" sitting in front of mi n were like opposing mi.. saying "guys sux!!".. haha.. ya to them, all guys sux.. yes i agree in the past.. cos i was one of those guys too.. i used to be very sucky.. but now i hav changed.. trying to change for the better.. but no one is willing to giv mi chance to prove them.. n no one feels the same way as i do.. this period is really very hard to go through.. not onli mi.. i believe the rest feel the same way too.. it's hard to go thru not becos of promos, but many many other things which are INSIGNIFICANT to others.. but here i wan to say is those insignificant things are damn important to mi ok.. at the end of the day, i still believe that being nice to others is a better way to treat ur life.. even though they might not reciprocrate back to u.. but at least u will feel good man.. cos i've been doing al these n i am feeling great when doing all this.. but do not be too overboard.. cos it disappoint u even more.. n one last thing, ppl u all have to being believe in KARMA.. wat comes around, goes around.. so beware of RETRIBUTIONS!!!! haha..
;rock YOU.
8:42 AM
