Wednesday, September 20, 2006
omg!!!! i can't believe... i can't believe tat CANICE SAR really go n put the video in youtube!!! it's so embarassing... ah... alot of Yjcians are going to my spastic moves!!!! shit.. haha.. nvm, who cares??? like wat mei xing said, i have no face to lose.. haha.. btw, i am trying to type in proper english cos somebody say my posts' english's standards are very lousy.. argh... i am sorry man, all this while, my english is always like tis one.. haha.. i will try to type properly ok??? so far so good rite??? haha.. saw yjc youtube jus now.. saw some of the bands performances.. oh man, i miss performing alot... i still rmb that day i jammed wif yi en, gen, andrew, soon yong they all.. so fun man.. when can we jam again guys?? next yr mus join the chinese competiton ok??? we will win one!!! haha.. so bhb.. lol.. tdy is the very first time i didn't study anything at all for my test... chem test somemore man.. haha.. all becos i set my alarm at 9am whereby i shld wake up at 9pm.. wat the... haha... nvm forget it... at most i will jus fail the test.. hais..
i am getting happier... really happy in the sense tat i am not faking at all.. maybe we are getting closer as frens?? i noe u will be happier if we are frens.. but u noe.. u shld noe tat i dun really wan tat.. but at the same time also cannot force u.. also, i gt a feeling tat something wrong wif u.. i dunno.. the thought of u n him tgt really scare mi.. i am really scare to see this scene happen.. i dun wan to happen!!! i can't bear to see tat happen.. if, if one day u would say those three words to mi, i really dun hav an regrets man.. even if it's like one day, one hr or even one second, i am contented..
;rock YOU.
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