Sunday, September 24, 2006
my confidence of pass tis year promos is getting lower and lower.. maybe retain is good for mi?? working wif a new class... lol... but i will be missing 112 ppl.. i can't bear to retain.. i mus really try my best to get promoted man.. i dun wan to disappoint anyone.. but tis wk i am very very unproductive, all becos of PW.. it sux man..
y? y r u like tis.. can't u jus be more responsible n stop being so childish can?? pls grow man.. no pt getting fed up and in the end do nth good for u.. it's useless ok.. seeing ur attitude like tis really makes mi feel like beating u.. luckily i'm not a crude guy.. if not u will be whacked by mi until like shit.. jus like wat i like to do in the past..USELESS!!! yes useless is the word to say abt mi.. i am so so so useles.. y am i so persistant in love?? can't i jus be a flirt n tat's it... maybe.. maybe tis is karma.. in the past i hurt my exs feelings.. and now is the retribution i gt.. ok i am sry man.. last time i am so dam immature.. but now, i hav grown up n i realise my mistake.. pls, pls let mi win ur heart.. yes, i willing to giv u everything without any return.. but sometimes, i do really wan u to hav mi in ur heart.. all these while, i feel like say "I LOVE YOU" out loud.. wan u to noe how much i care for u... wan u to noe tat i wan to be wif u forever.. but the moment i noe that "something", i dun tink i shld say it.. cos u won't be happy, u won't wan to be wif mi.. my heart hurts, tis afternoon really very sry.. partly is becos of that thing.. but the other part is u.. not tat i am angry wif u.. is jus tat i was damn sad.. i dunno y, jus feeling damn sad... i really feel like crying, but i dun hav tears.. i wan to break down.. but i can't do so.. i wan alot of things, but those things jus won't come to mi.. i swear, if, IF one day u accept mi.. trust mi, i will make u be the most fortunate gal in the world.. i will really treat u the best... best out of the best.. eh, zhuwen, stop daydreaming..
;rock YOU.
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