Saturday, September 30, 2006
hey guess wat?? haha.. the time now is 3:31am!!! and i haven slp.. haha.. cos i jus can't get to slp.. maybe i was feeling guilty cos i kind of pon sch tdy.. actually i onli had a slight headache n i dun wanna go sch.. haha.. so sry guys to sort of make u all worry.. now already so many ppl not feeling good le, n yet i still add on to ur burden.. haha.. take care guys.. let's fight to promos all the way!! haha.. ya jinyu, i'm sry to tell u all tat thing.. make u being affected by it.. anyway, jus dun care.. although we r not one big family, but we r one small happy family rite?? haha... n i believe this family of ours will expand n hav more members!!! haha.. dun worry.. lol.. oh ya, to candace n mei xing, u two hor... better take good care of urselves ok?? dun tense up or wat n watch ur diet!!! haha.. take care.. n to weisheng, i noe all tis while u r trouble wif ur relationship.. but dun worry, everything will turn out fine.. jus folllow ur heart.. haha.. to canice, dun be so stress la.. haha.. try to relax ok??? and lastly, to sharon.. study hard for promos ok?? haha..
r u fed up wif mi?? r u angry wif mi?? i noe i was in the wrong.. i shld hav noe tat liking u is a torturing thingy.. i shldn't expect anything back from u.. even wanted u to be wif mi.. tat's so impossible.. i shld stop contridicting myself... yes, being ur gurdian angel is really very tough... i really very tired of being one.. but wat else can i do besides caring abt u?? u said u r moving on.. but the point is, u are moving further from mi... i tink tat u dun need to sort of avoid mi or wat.. cos i really understand le.. i am too stupid man, even my frens said so.. yup i am really very stupid.. and maybe i will carry on being one?? u guys keep telling mi to giv up?? yes i tink i shld, i shld giv up on having hopes tat u will accept mi one day as the day will nv come.. but i dun understand.. i dunno y wat holding mi back to move on?? y can't i jus be like mi in the past?? y until now den i noe how to cherish ppl?? it's too late man.. if i learn to cherish ppl, all these things would not happen.. so can i beg u, pls, pls, at least let mi be ur gurdian angel??? u really dun hav to return anything back or feel guilty.. care for u is the least i could do.. is the least i could expect.. and is the least u will allow...
;rock YOU.
3:31 AM
