Friday, August 18, 2006
recently i like post blog.. means tat i am trouble n no one to confide to.. yup i really dun hav anyone to confide to.. i so envy wif those ppl who can be best frens for yrs n yet their relationship still so damn good.. everytime i ask myself, y shld i be so stupid to fall in love?? den make myself suffer n sad over tis gal?? i already tried to surpress it but in the end i still can't.. they all say maybe i am way too serious.. but all i wan jus to giv her the best i can n make her happy all the time.. but the problem is, i can't make things rite.. i can't make her happy, instead i make her fed up.. i tried to care for her, but she dun wan mi to.. i wan to tell her alot of things, but she dun bother to listen.. how i wish she will accept mi, but i noe it's impossible.. i dunno y.. u everytime say i tink too much?? am i?? i feel tat u r like more n more becoming like her.. wat i wan is to noe how u r now.. i jus wan to see u reply mi.. i jus wan to hear ur problems n stand by ur side.. but u dun let mi.. i noe, i noe u trying to make a very clear stand tat we r not tgt.. ya i noe we r nt tgt.. i noe u feel uncomfortable.. i noe u dun like ppl say n start to spread rumors.. i already tried to stop tis things le.. but i dun wish to see u avoid mi.. when i saw u tok to others so happily, i wonder how n wat i shld do to make u feel the same way when u r wif mi.. i dun care whether u still like G or not.. wat it matters is i lv u.. but do u noe it?? can i show it?? will u accept it?? i dunno whether u will read tis post or not.. but when u read tis, pls dun feel fed up or angry wif mi or watever.. tat's jus how i feel, u dun hav to care.. hope things between us can be better, cos like i had said ytd, i dun wan to giv u up.. i can't bear to.. i dun wish to.. so, i am trying very hard le.. i will wait for u.. no matter how long.. u may tink tis is empty promise.. but tat's how i wish i can do it.. ya true maybe i cannot keep my promises, but i will try my best to do so.. i am going to perform in teacher's day.. but the purpose for mi to do so is not for the teacher, is for u.. u shld noe y.. i hope one day, or even jus a hr, a min or even a sec, i will stay in ur heart for tat very moment.....
;rock YOU.
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