Friday, July 07, 2006
i also dunno y i am doing tis.. i tot blog was boring.. but seriously.. i really cannot find anyone to tok abt my problems.. haiz.. all my frens r more n more further apart.. my good fren zx.. since he join councillor, everything has change.. especially after he went to the obs.. it's like a totally different person.. like today.. he promised mi that he will come n play soccer wif.. but becos of the councillor thing, he ps us.. not the first time already.. den phy hav change too.. she start to be wif zx everytime n like giving mi attitude.. i noe she wan mi to be wif germ.. so i fuifil her... n i shall not disturb her anymore.. as for germ.. she not tat germ i knew anymore.. i find it hard to confide to her.. i dunno y.. she cannot be trusted.. she can't keep her promises.. she hav no sense of self-responsibility.. i wan to say all these to them.. but can i?? another thing.. is P.. i hav done so much n yet she isn't touched by mi at all.. i really luv her alot.. but she dun seems to sense it.. or rather, she dun seems to bother abt it.. the time we spent together is getting lesser n lesser.. now den i realise i am such a pathetic freak.. can't click well wif any clique in my sch.. i am such a loner.. i dun wan but i hav no choice.. still considering whether shld i stay in jc or go poly.. life's here is so stressful.. n i dun seem to hav any achievement.. i jus can't do well in anything.. ar.. forget it man..
;rock YOU.
11:50 AM
