Sunday, July 23, 2006
hello!!! i am back... hahaha... jus came back from OBS.. a tiring but very fun n memorable camp.. all of us had learnt alot of things and which we could apply in our real life.. haha.. lol.. on the first day of camp.. many of the gals r whining n say they here very dirty there very dirty all tat.. we pack up our stuffs n being introduce the place by our instructor chiew ling!!! omg she is a good insrtuctor.. i gonna miss her..den she taught us how to do the high elements n learnt how to build tents n even cook our own food.. the first day food was cook by wei sheng they all.. they rice was nicely cook n those can foods was not bad.. really.. den we went to wash up n slept.. but before we slp, Cheng ho had a debrief done by ourselves as we say out wat was wrong on tat day becos many ppl was not doing a good job.. n we promise ouselves that we will be better on the next day.. soon after slping for a few hrs, i woke eariler than expected as i could not slp well.. so i decided to walk back to store n go toilet, to my surprise, joanna they all were already at there keep asking "wat time is it now??" haha.. n they even went to shower while it was freaky cold.. crazy gals.. lol.. den i went back to slp for alittle more while n being waken up by the gals.. so here starts the 2nd day.. haha.. like usual, we had morning debrief by CL and we went to pack all the stuffs need for trekking n put those HEAVY bags on the boat.. after tat, we went to see demostration done by those instructors on kayaking.. haha.. oh man, it was so exciting to kayak.. i like the sea.. haha.. soon we carried our kayaks to the shore n learnt a few strokes n how to capsize.. the first try i was quite afraid as my legs r so long and i afraid it will stuck.. haha.. soon we were out of shore n began our sea expedition.. haha.. although the instructors said we had to form a diamond shape wif 2 other watches.. but in the end, we all scattered around.. haha.. on the journey, mi n my partner, canice, had lots of fun.. we playing catching, trying to capsize each others boats n splash water on each other.. n we even had our lunch on the sea.. cool man.. i tink we had kayak for more than 3 hrs n i gt sun burn.. sob sob.. oh man i miss kayaking.. it was so fun.. haha.. when we reach our destination, everyone looked so shagged n out of energy, but it was not done yet cos we had to move all our stuffs n boats up shore.. i am so proud to be in cheng ho as all of us were trying to contribute when puting our stuffs even though some were not ours.. unlike the other watches.. they jus stand there n watch.. haha.. den we gt another activity-rafting.. everyone was too tired to do tat thing but i can see all of us trying to help in some ways or another.. haha.. so that's something i am impress abt my class, as i knew, tat moment, we had developed.. ya.. though we didn't complete our task but after hearing wat CL explained, i was motivated by her.. den we had our river jump.. omg that was so so so refreshing... haha.. as the sky was turning dark, we all quickly get change n pitched our tent, but we were too slow.. so we had to pitch tent in the dark, wif all those mosquitoes buzzing around.. haha.. den hav maggi mee as dinner, but the noodles was too dry as we took long time pitching the tent, while weisheng n gisela had already cooked the dinner long ago.. during tat night, alot ppl was not feeling well, including germ. at first i was kinda of fed up wif her but now i wan to tell her i am not but i still dun wan to believe her story, to dramatic man.. nvm.. walk one step at a time bah.. den i sent those not feeling well ones back to our tent.. after all those cleaning up, we join them too.. and in the middle of the night, we had our antz wars.. omg, we were being attack by those stupid antz, they bit us n invaded our tents n bags.. oh god.. we spent a very long time before clearing those antz.. and the winner is us.. yay!!! haha.. erm the rest i will continue next time.. tired la.. haha..
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5:37 PM
Monday, July 17, 2006
GERMAINE LEE!!! pls i beg u la.. can u dun go for obs.. tis post gonna be very vulgar.. i am sry.. who is tat fuking person who called u to change ur mind??? u noe ur hand is weak.. u noe u r not fit to go obs.. y force urself to do so.. pls be more sensible can.. wat the fuk do u wan mi to do.. can u wake up.. tis is no joke ok.. is ur hand.. and it seems like i care more abt ur hand than u do.. wat the fuk.. pls dun make mi fed up..
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7:38 AM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
today went to novena sq to eat wif yihlin n germaine.. thanks germ for bringing the guitar for mi.. i appreciate it ya.. we ate pizza hut.. damn full man.. i ate baked rice n pizza.. omg.. i am such a pig.. hahaha.. den after tat mi n germ went to take mrt to ang mio kio den take bus to canice's hse.. haha.. at first, we really had a hard time setting up the fire.. but after a very long time, inhaling all those carbon monoxide, den finally the fire had started.. but at the start the bbq was quite fun.. but after some time.. something unhappy cropped up and i not going to say it.. rite now my state of mind very confuse.. i dun whether my feeling wif p is still the same or not.. or hav i fallen in love wif her?? omg i noe i can't do it.. but my feelings.. haiz.. i am so trouble... oh man.. my feelings are mixed..
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8:47 AM
Thursday, July 13, 2006
hello to myself!!! haha.. cos nobody noes i hav this blog.. lol.. so many days nv blog le.. mainly is due to the Project work.. omg tat's so irritating man.. den the stupid clement, nv even do anything.. the things he did is like so damn useless.. so shit man he.. but i am really very happy to spent the time wif canice n sharon.. these few days we stay at sch until around 6.. den we went to eat n tok.. tat's so great.. i treasure it alot.. germ i am really sorry that i scold u on tues.. i did that becos i am really worry abt u.. i dun wan to see u get hurt.. i dun wan to see u suffer anymore. so can u pls pls pls take very very good care of urself.. u r always my good xiao mei... really.. ya.. now i knew who is the real frens to mi man.. although now in sch all my real frens are gals... but i dun mind n i dun hav a choice.. is they choose to abandon mi n so wat can they demand from mi??? dun expect mi to be concern abt u two like i used to.. to mi, now u two r jus like a normal frens who i onli say hi n bye.. so sry.. but i really dun wan to carry on like this.. it's so irritating man.. oh forget it.. got one good news!!! i had join the guitar club!! omg.. i will be learning guitar.. now i will be able to noe how to play 2 insturments- drums n guitar.. cool man.. haha
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4:09 AM
Monday, July 10, 2006
omg man.. France lost.. wat a disappointing match that zidane was sent off.. i onli watch the first half n it was exciting n tough match.. lol.. went to sch alone today.. i knew it, zx sure hav wat councillor meeting.. who cares man?? being a loner is not bad too.. den when reach sch actually was alone one, but luckily saw luke n we started to discuss abt the soccer match.. germ didn't come to sch today.. i knew i will be dead.. cos i will be really all alone.. n true enuff, during maths lecture, even though zx n phyllis sat beside mi, but i didn't even tok to them.. jus dunno wat to tok man.. so forget it bah.. haha... den after sch, i was really alone.. i walk here, walk there, dunno where to go.. thanks sharon for asking mi to tag along wif them.. i am really very grateful, but they r all gals.. i will feel quite awkward as i am the onli boy.. ppl will assume tat i am a flirt.. i dun wan to do so.. but do i hav a choice.. den heck care la.. i rather be wif them den be alone.. contridicting?? haha.. i jus dunno y i land up in this state.. frens n not my frens anymore.. the gal i love, dun love mi at all and even tried to avoid mi.. when will she dun avoid mi?? and will tok to mi like we used to?? i really miss those days alot..
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5:34 AM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
ytd is sucha a disappointing day.. i ask so many ppl out n nobody was free.. ask yih lin she went out wif her cousins.. mike they all say want to come at first but in the end nv.. den zx say will meet mi later but in the end also nv.. onli long seng, he's the onli one who willing to accompany mi.. thanks LS.. i'am sry to lizhi n ching hwee cos mi n LS were kind of late. in fact, very late.. haha..so sorry.. den germ.. hais.. she went for model audition. but at first i kept asking her yet she dun wan to tell mi.. dunno y she jus can't trust mi or like trying to be perfect in front of others.. i hope she will trust mi n others.. anyway she didn't complete the audition, she shld had told mi earlier. so i can accompany her.. it's sucha great chance man.. lucky the company gave her a month to decide.. i will make her change her choice one.. hahaha.. so ytd onli mi n LS went to queensway.. it's so tiring as we kept walking n walking to find my ideal street soccer shoes.. haha.. actually LS found one very nice NIKE n for mi, i found one ADIDDAS which i had been eyeing long ago.. haha.. but in the end, so unlucky man.. there's no more our size.. so i decided to buy another pair n LS also bought another pair.. haha.. i dunno whether the shoe is nice or not.. jus hope others will feel nice.. lol.. oh man i wanna play soccer!!!!
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7:50 PM
Friday, July 07, 2006
today going out to meet sharon.. den after tat going out wif ls they all to queensway to buy my street soccer shoes.. haha.. must go from one end to the other end man.. so tiring... i love playing soccer.. i can't live without soccer.. but my frens dun hav the same passion as mi.. they dun seems to be serious when playing.. but for mi, i always giv my best shot.. i hope they can be like mi.. love soccer as much as i do.. it's damn sad la.. i ask so many ppl den finally LS is the one who is willing to accompany mi.. all of my others frens not free man.. shld i call zx go?? will it be awkard?? or will he giv mi tat attitude problem?? haiz i dunno.. n i dun wan to noe... i jus hope tat everything will be fine n go smooth for mi.. man promos r getting nearer and nearer.. so scary.. i dun wan to retain.. jc life is stress but fun.. as the ppl r much better.. if i transfer to poly, i will miss them alot.. damn lot.. oh man wat a choice to make.. y in our life we hav to make so many impt choices??? this is so irritating.. haiz..
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9:31 PM
i also dunno y i am doing tis.. i tot blog was boring.. but seriously.. i really cannot find anyone to tok abt my problems.. haiz.. all my frens r more n more further apart.. my good fren zx.. since he join councillor, everything has change.. especially after he went to the obs.. it's like a totally different person.. like today.. he promised mi that he will come n play soccer wif.. but becos of the councillor thing, he ps us.. not the first time already.. den phy hav change too.. she start to be wif zx everytime n like giving mi attitude.. i noe she wan mi to be wif germ.. so i fuifil her... n i shall not disturb her anymore.. as for germ.. she not tat germ i knew anymore.. i find it hard to confide to her.. i dunno y.. she cannot be trusted.. she can't keep her promises.. she hav no sense of self-responsibility.. i wan to say all these to them.. but can i?? another thing.. is P.. i hav done so much n yet she isn't touched by mi at all.. i really luv her alot.. but she dun seems to sense it.. or rather, she dun seems to bother abt it.. the time we spent together is getting lesser n lesser.. now den i realise i am such a pathetic freak.. can't click well wif any clique in my sch.. i am such a loner.. i dun wan but i hav no choice.. still considering whether shld i stay in jc or go poly.. life's here is so stressful.. n i dun seem to hav any achievement.. i jus can't do well in anything.. ar.. forget it man..
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11:50 AM
